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The adventures and confessions of a single girl, travel junkie, shopaholic, amateur photographer, prodigal scrapbooker, social drinker, public servant, sister, daughter, friend, klutz, and nap time professional who keeps looking for the hidden meaning in it all. These are the scenes from my life.
Friday, April 20, 2012
small moments
I'm terrible at keeping up. I'm inconsistent with writing. Life is a spinning top. Timing is everything. My world is off kilter. This is nothing new. But...every once in a while, things right themselves. Sometimes with little effort, sometimes with everything you've got, sometimes all on their own. In the revolving door of friendships and relationships, I'm finding that even with a 40 hour a week profession as a Communications Officer...I am more often then not, lately, a failure at communicating in my personal life. Saying "sorry" or telling someone how much they really mean to you...simple words with a world of meaning - sometimes, that's all it takes to right the world. Or at least a significant part of it. I'm going to try and right my world one small part at a time. That's all I can do. That's the best I can do for now. Life is a series of unpredictable moments, written a page at a time. It's adventure, tragedy, comedy, drama...drama.
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i apologize to so many people every day for not keeping up, for not helping more, for not telling them i love them ... i don't return phone calls. i forget to write thank you notes. i'm late. always. i misplace my keys. i owe so many people explanations; my bills are overdue; i'm unemployed; my grandma needs me. the car is dirty, the house is dirty; the garbage needs to be emptied; the lawn needs to be mowed; i need to change my oil; i need to fill out paperwork for insurance; laundry has piled up; i can't make it to the party because i don't have enough money for gas; i fuck up over and over again. but the same friends that have stuck beside me ... know these flaws and accept it as a part of me. hopefully they know my intentions are so pure and good that i don't have to always say my feelings out loud. i need to do better.
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