Friday, April 20, 2012

small moments

I'm terrible at keeping up. I'm inconsistent with writing. Life is a spinning top. Timing is everything. My world is off kilter. This is nothing new. But...every once in a while, things right themselves. Sometimes with little effort, sometimes with everything you've got, sometimes all on their own. In the revolving door of friendships and relationships, I'm finding that even with a 40 hour a week profession as a Communications Officer...I am more often then not, lately, a failure at communicating in my personal life. Saying "sorry" or telling someone how much they really mean to you...simple words with a world of meaning - sometimes, that's all it takes to right the world. Or at least a significant part of it. I'm going to try and right my world one small part at a time. That's all I can do. That's the best I can do for now. Life is a series of unpredictable moments, written a page at a time. It's adventure, tragedy, comedy, drama...drama.

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  1. i apologize to so many people every day for not keeping up, for not helping more, for not telling them i love them ... i don't return phone calls. i forget to write thank you notes. i'm late. always. i misplace my keys. i owe so many people explanations; my bills are overdue; i'm unemployed; my grandma needs me. the car is dirty, the house is dirty; the garbage needs to be emptied; the lawn needs to be mowed; i need to change my oil; i need to fill out paperwork for insurance; laundry has piled up; i can't make it to the party because i don't have enough money for gas; i fuck up over and over again. but the same friends that have stuck beside me ... know these flaws and accept it as a part of me. hopefully they know my intentions are so pure and good that i don't have to always say my feelings out loud. i need to do better.