"Did you see the chest rise?"

and then...someone's grandfahter stops breathing and you try your hardest to explain CPR to them and save someone's life but it doesn't work. This job is crushing my soul. It's one extreme to the next. Few and far between can do this job successfully and I think my ticket might be up. You only have so much energy and strength and drive to fight the uphill battle for so long. I'm tired. I'm just tired and worn out.